Obsession

To wait, i couldn't, the balky signs, i brushed aside,
i let u  grow,
goaded by  my belief in my list of endless possibilities, conjured with my hearts deceitful belief, that fate's leading me thru it, u fed on that,
scared of breaking the contemptible rule of love,
 i let u grow, a monster,
i became a brother  to the night,  for inhaling an end made me quiver,
my soul held captive in the lure of illicit emotions,
Now, i sing jingles, reminiscing my encounter with thee, my dangerous little obsession.....